well i have something to say. even in the best intentions, we find the path to death. first we say if i don't do this i wont fall into sin. then we justify and say well i can do that without going there. then right then, we fallen. 15Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death. James 1:15 when we disire to be close to sin. we've stepped into sin. 4 Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. psalms 37:4 God won't stop you from what you really want unless your smart enough to lissen to what he says. Know this that when desire something that is not of God, you walk outside his protection, but we have a merciful God who SOMETIMES protects us from, or rather saves us from our own stupidity in order that he may later save us. like jacob who did his own thing later came to the point that what he wanted, wasn't this girl or this thing but he really wanted God. the anwser is desire what we desire we will go after. if you want God get him. if you don't want God most and first don't waste your time you won't make it. God can save you, but someone who keeps running tword the edge of a cliff doesn't want to be saved, rather to jump. when i'm not all that i can be i ask mysef what do i really want. GOD HELP ME BE ALL THAT I CAN BE. LET ME REMEMBER ALL THAT YOU ARE TO ME AND ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME, OR MAYBE MORE THEN I REMEMBER NOW. I DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE TO SIN SO GRACE MAY ABOUND, BUT IT HAPPENS. I'VE MESSED UP FORGIVE ME. if you want to know what i mean thats not your buisness. you can ask but i'll never tell. God bless and i hope if anyone reads this it helps. |